You ever sit and ask yourself "Why isn't my life going the way I want it to"? I spent so much time and energy being fake that now I'm not sure what I want. I'm not even sure who I am. That is one of the purposes of high school is to find your place in life, right?
I know people change once they are out of high school, but some people don't. Right now, I feel like nothing I do is ever right. I've been so strong through all of this mess, but I just want someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay. Unfortunately, I don't have anyone who will do that.
My parents are too self-involved to care and I wouldn't dare ask my brother (we don't have that kind of relationship). I would ask Eric but he is having some problems picking himself up much less me. So, I get to sit here, be all depressed and hope that tomorrow will be better.
S.
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I know how that feels. I hate it when you need to talk to someone, but there is no one and you end up just questioning the air through tears. it seems to be like that for a couple other people that I know too. maybe in the next month things will to a complete 360 and everyone will be happy.
» LostSoul13 on 2007-05-21 12:21:00
Believe and you SHALL receive Like I told lostsoul13 if you put it out there in your mind that you will go to Hawaii then it WILL happen!
» kkama67 on 2007-05-21 02:13:57
yes, exactly. I know, right? It really sucks to have to go at it all on your own. And from where I stand, I really don't know when that 360 will come. ={ Maybe it'll be different for you. ;)
» Silver-dot- on 2007-05-21 09:08:01
yep I know what it's like, and well, I found writing. It seems to help ease the burden of mal-content.
» sir jorge (66.213.201.194) on 2007-05-21 06:41:53
yeeep! haha. my uncle can cook some. but yea... it was deff. good =]
» cheeseyumminess on 2007-05-21 06:44:50
I like LostSoul's description "questioning the air through tears"
I think college is for finding out who you are and high school is for finding out who you're not
» Zanzibar on 2007-05-22 08:47:49
And Im sure it will be!
» lyndeep on 2007-05-23 11:33:08
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