Me and Eric were suppose to go for a bite to eat and maybe a movie. It didn't quite work out that way. He tracked me down after school and asked if we could go somewhere a little more private. I know this is typically the part where your mind goes in the gutter. That's not what happened.
We ended up going to the park, finding a shady spot under a tree. He was sitting there looking all gorgeous as usual, but also wounded. I pleaded within my mind that he would tell me what has been bothering him. I got what I asked for. Sort of.
"I know I've been kind of blowing you off lately and I'm sorry. I like you. I'm not trying to hurt you or anything," he said.
"It's okay. I've just been so worried about you. For a second there, I thought that maybe you didn't want to be seen with me, considering all that's been going on."
"No..no. That's not it. I don't want you thinking that. I've just felt so sick I guess."
"Sick? You're not like dying, are you? Please tell me your not."
"Not that I know of. To be honest, I'm not sure what it is. I feel tired all day and wide awake at night. I can't stand to be in the sunlight to long. It irritates me. I'm always thirsty. I've also been feeling depressed and not wanting to socialize much. I've been to doctors and as far as they know, I'm perfectly healthy. I just don't get it. I've never been like this before."
"Well, I'm no doctor. I'm not sure what's going on either, but I'm here if you ever want to talk."
So, that was the big secret. He hasn't been feeling like himself lately. After talking to him, I have a secret of my own.
S.
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Ah, the fog has cleared. Hmm, I wonder what could possibly be ailing hm...depression? My best wishes, dear.
» Silver-dot- on 2007-05-18 12:18:55
he came over last night so he's not completely blowing me off; its just that combined with the stress from work and the upcoming move, I don't need anything more added to it.
I wish you the best with your guy too. Depression isn't fun, so I hope {if that's what's wrong} that it passes soon.
» LostSoul13 on 2007-05-18 04:27:05
I hope someone is able to figure out why he's feeling that way so it will pass. I'm also glad he talked to you about it =)
» money4blogging on 2007-05-18 08:48:21
I hope he finds out whats wrong with him and that its easily fixed. So whats your big secret? Lol Im so nosy!
» lyndeep on 2007-05-18 08:59:50
I'm not sure if it was intentional, but your diction implied your secret is that you know he's a vampire or something... -_-, My mind is weird. Hope things will work out
» bluetopaz on 2007-05-18 05:26:33
HE'S a VAMPIRE! a VAMPIRE! YEA! Bluetopaz I thought the same thing.
» Zanzibar on 2007-05-22 08:44:08
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