Let's face it. Everyone thinks about sex, some more often than others. Adults say that we are too young to fully understand the responsibilities attached to sex and they're right. But it's hard to ignore what your body is telling you.
I have said for years that I would wait to have sex until I met the right person. I was watching the Greg Behrendt show one day and he said something like virgins aren't waiting for the right person. That they are preparing themselves to have sex...something like that. I think that is partially true. I'm preparing myself for that day but yet I also want it to be with the right person.
The problem is that no matter what my convictions are it all comes down to self control and what almost happened a couple weeks ago proves I have none. What's worse is that despite the secret Eric is holding on to for dear life I fantasize about what our first time would be like all day long, everyday. I feel so guilty about it too. He's made it pretty clear that he is going through something and all I can think about is us having sex.
How terrible is that?
S.
I don't think its terrible like you said we all think it. But you do need some self control, maybe you guys should sit down and talk about it, probably best to do it in pubic like at a restaurant our the park, public though.
» catatonicloki on 2007-05-02 06:47:29
Not horribly terrible... It happens.
» ikimashokie on 2007-05-02 07:48:03
aww. it's perfectly natural to feel that way. I guess the problem is how to get it off the mind. When you're caught up in the emotion, I think it really helps to stop and think for a second about the consequences, namely getting pregnant. but yeah, that's just me.
» raisedOnSunday on 2007-05-03 01:21:09
If you really want to get it off your brain go look at some pictures of std's
» lyndeep on 2007-05-03 03:52:46
Very terrible. You're a horrible person.
» Dilated on 2007-05-03 10:39:43
yeah, you should just think about the pregnancy that's been going around at your school, then you'll cool down about it a little bit
» Zanzibar on 2007-05-06 03:42:35
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