My mom has pretty much put me on lock down once again even though this time I didn't do anything wrong. I'm posting this via a school computer. I thought she would find out about me sneaking out of the house the other night but thankfully, she hasn't. Don't need any more drama on my plate than I already have.

Eric is still keeping secrets. I know I did my fair share of that, but he never came off as the type that would. I feel I've done whatever I could to reassure him that he could tell me anything. But he won't. The weird thing is that he acts more afraid of me than someone else. Like I'm the abuser or something. I don't understand that.

It's bad enough I have the whole school maybe even the town hating me. I can't bare him pulling away from me too. I guess I'll have to wait and see how this goes.


S.

Sometimes people pull away with secrets bc they fear hurting the people closest tot hem so its a sort of protection mechanism.
» lyndeep on 2007-04-26 03:23:05

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